Walking past the classic Copacabana Palace one night we noticed barricades in front of the foyer and figured we’d stick around as something important was probably about to happen. We watched fancy and likely famous people rock up in fabulous gowns and masks, including a celebrity drag queen (never found out her name!).
Inspired, on our last night we partook in another Carnival tradition; the Scala Gay Ball. We got our pricey tickets from Craigslist, and while the couple we bought them off in Ipanema were lovely, I was relieved to see them at our table on the inside. Frida and Shakti are an American / Indian couple with kids our age and went to the gay ball because they thought it’d be fun. It was.
The only way in was along a red carpet barricaded against papparazzi who encouraged us to pause beneath the giant balloon archway. The crowd cheered and I felt really silly, but it was definitely a once in a lifetime experience! Comparatively, inside was a bit of a disappointment. I felt like i was in the basement of a hotel that may have been a happening joint for bridge players in the 30s. Nonetheless, it was pretty amazing and I was grateful that we booked a table so we could sit, watch the beautiful people and safely leave our bucket of beer while out on the dance floor The music was a fun, elderly band alternating with a DJ.
We wore masks and Tristan dressed as a pirate. I donned my sequin dress with the neckline plunging to my belly button that’d only previously seen Las Vegas. I felt great, but also very aware of one thing. My real boobs.
I’d heard that one of the samba schools had committed to dancers with real boobs and had a devil of a time finding any. Plastic surgery is no big deal in parts of Brazil; many already beautiful people go under the knife and many are transgender. I didn’t spot a jiggly breast anywhere (trust me, I looked) and out on the dance foor I was acutely aware of my own. My slight envy at what this meant for comfortable clothes choice soon faded when I noticed the quality of other surgery. Too many eyes were weird, noses turned up and oddly, some hips too, well… low.
On the one hand, the body consciousness of Brazil is a win for fitness, curves and the accessibility of surgery for transgender people. On the other, it can lead to judgementalism and at least at the Gay Ball, I felt that it wasn’t so much about looking like a female but in looking like you’ve had the surgery, no matter how realistic. A new look had been created here (and probably elsewhere in the world) but as long as the people are healthy and happy, why should I care? With these thoughts and a slight hangover, we headed to Niteroi.